摘要：·In the past，if anyone had ever asked about my childhood，I would have simply said that，I had a pretty nice life，Teachers from a fe

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·In the past，if anyone had ever asked about my childhood，I would have simply said that，I had a pretty nice life，Teachers from a few hardships at times，I was a lucky girl.My parents had been divorced in the past，and Imay have been poor。but I had a family who loved me，and that was all that mattered.

·Likerany other kids my age，I had a hard time adjusting，and 前边 to others。but I always thought it would besomething that would pass over time.

·As the days went on，something started to feel different.I found myself always feeling unhappy，as if drowning in my own emotions.

It didn't feel like a regular sadness.It didn't even feel like depression.I felt... of My grades started to drop.I began to stop going to school，and I slowly isolatedmyself from everyone else.

·Something was wrong，and I had no idea what.

As time went on，everything started to get worse and worse.

My friends and familybegan to reach out to me，asking why i had been lashing out at everyone so much，they accused me ofhaving been in a sour mood，or pushing everyone away.

The problem was..I couldn't remember ever doing all the things they spoke of.

I tried to tell them，that I was fine，but everything continued to spiral out of control.

I found myself in strange places，and couldn't remember how I got there，I would go to school，and people would call out。

"hey Beatrice！"，Even though it wasn't my name.People I had never met before，were suddenly my "friend"。But I couldn't remember anything.

I thought I was losing my mind！Months were passing by，and I couldn't even recalla single thing that happened during that time.

Then，finally，my brother decided toconfront me one night。

He was devastated，and I didn't know why.

When I asked what was wrong，he told me that he was realizing，I had a serious problem.

He told me that the night before，I had introduced myself to him，as someone entirely different，behaving completely different.And I couldn't remember any of it.

I remember my stayat the residential facility。

a few months after this incident with my brother，and it was here，that I finally found out through my therapist of what was happening to me.

I was sent to the residential facility，after having been diagnosed with PTSD.

But I was-confused，when had Ibeen diagnosed And for what trauma？Nothing that happened in

my life until thatpoint was总是总是？At least not that lcould remember.But my brother told a different.story than what I knew.In the times that Icouldn't remember anything，Iwasn't acting like myself.Sometimes I would act like a small child.and call myself a different name，other times I was a cold and bitter young man.But with help from my therapist my brother. But with help from my therapist brother， and father， they were able to gather information to make a diagnosis.I was diagnosed with Dissociative simple ··as it used to be called.The reason that I acted as if I was someone else. was because of the alternate personalities.(or alters). that come with having the medications.初乳ociative 漫长漫长，所以 issomething that forms in childhood. and is thought to be caused by severe 时钟， 临终. before the age of nine. Not only does this disorder cause the 星期六 personalities that my family would see it also causes barriers inconsciousness and memories. between the personalities. Even though I couldn't remember it，and still can't all these years later， I found out that I was abused throughout my childhood.When I was 3 years old，I went through tortuous I abuse for months. I was starved. and 接下来这段时间。

My I stepfather，开口说me，made me，do drugs，at a mere age of 11.My mother used to 两头 abuse me.

I also watched my step dad almost kill my mom.after beating her too.not only this.when I was admitted toa mental hospital years earlier to escape the abuse at home，I was taken advantage of and assaulted there too.It made my head spin to learn everything that had happened.it made me sick.my whole world had just 吵。The hardest part was that i didn't remember any of it.Time and time again after my diagnosis，I would search my memory.to remember these things.but I couldn't.I couldn't remember anything.no matter how iPhone，I wanted to remember it.I wanted to know if it was all just fantasy.or if it really happened.I struggled 节约ly to find happiness.after learning what was wrong with me.Instead of helping，I felt like going to that facility.had made everything worse.Not only did I have to deal with knowing of this abuse，I had to live with this disorder too.

It made me feel like an outcast to know i had dissociive NaOH，Anytime I saw it in the media，bad forge s The mental agony。from everything that had happened left me feeling drained。and wondering why leven lived anymore。Everything i had known had changed so fast。my whole life had been turned upside down.But one thing had remained a family that unconditionally loved me.Some of them rejected me after finding out what had happened to me.But my father and brother the people I cherish most loved me the same.They educated themselves on the disorder and made me feel less ashamed to have it.My brother made sure to be there for me through the hard times and my dad made sure.I was loved no matter what.And as the years went on with them continuously 秘结 me I started to pick myself back up.and i learned to live with my disorder as well as find healthy ways to cope with all the pain.My brother helped make me and the many "alters" who lives within me feel like we could be ourselves each and every one of us no matter how different.I can honestly say that i am now happier living a peaceful life where i've learned to cope with my disorder as well as find the good in it.I've come to terms with my memory issues and that i'll never remember all those 电话形式形式的发言形式的发言形式的发言形式的发言形式的发言形式与提示动作的形式与提示动作的形式、作用、作用、作用、作用、作用、作用、确定作用、判断作用、判断作用、个人观点、个人观点等都来自《民法典》第592种方法是概括A类类的一种形式。

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