摘要：回望2005年的那个春天，我毅然决然地迈出了体制内的大门，踏上了社会办医的征程。那时的我，心中既有对未知世界的忐忑，也有对自由行医的憧憬。我知道，这一步踏出，便是海阔凭鱼跃，天高任鸟飞。
回望2005年的那个春天，我毅然决然地迈出了体制内的大门，踏上了社会办医的征程。那时的我，心中既有对未知世界的忐忑，也有对自由行医的憧憬。我知道，这一步踏出，便是海阔凭鱼跃，天高任鸟飞。
在体制内的日子，我曾是一名三甲医院门诊部的医生。那里，虽然设施完备、人员齐全，但繁琐的行政事务和层层束缚让我难以全力以赴地投身于医学实践。我渴望能够真正地与病人交流，了解他们的需求，用我的医术为他们解除病痛。然而，在体制内，这样的机会并不多。
于是，我选择了离开。一头扎进了社会办医的诊所和社区，与底层群众打成一片。在这里，我看到了生活的艰辛与不易，也感受到了医者仁心的力量。我开始尝试将中医学院派的理论知识与民间派的实践经验相结合，不断地摔打锤炼自己的性格和医术。
那段日子，我经历了许多。我曾为了一个病例而彻夜难眠，也曾因为一次误诊而自责不已。但正是这些经历，让我更加坚定了自己的信念——要做一名真正的医者，为病人带去健康和希望。
在首都，我有幸拜得陈勇教授为师，更是有机会接触到京城名医关幼波和北中医巨擘焦树德教授的学术思想。这些前辈们的智慧和经验，让我受益匪浅。我不断地总结、提炼，将他们的学术思想与自己的临床实践相结合，逐渐形成了自己的行医风格。
转眼间，二十年过去了。回首这段历程，我感慨良多。虽然离开了体制内的安稳生活，但我却收获了更多的自由和满足。在这里，我可以全心全意地投入到医学实践中，用我的医术为病人服务。虽然默默无闻，但我却感到无比的充实和幸福。
这二十年里，我见证了医学的进步与发展，也经历了社会的变迁与沧桑。但无论时代如何变迁，我始终坚守着自己的初心——做一名真正的医者，为病人带去健康和希望。
如今，我站在新的起点上，回望过去，展望未来。我知道，前方的路还很长，但我将一如既往地坚定前行。因为，我深知，医者之路虽然艰辛，但只要我们心怀梦想、勇往直前，就一定能够创造出更加美好的未来。
最后，我想说，虽然我曾是体制内的一员，但现在的我，更加珍惜这份来之不易的自由与满足。我将继续用我的医术为首都人民奉献自己的力量，直到生命的最后一刻。
作者简介：梁世杰 中医高年资主治医师，本科学历，从事中医临床工作24年，积累了较丰富的临床经验。师从首都医科大学附属北京中医院肝病科主任医师、著名老中医陈勇，侍诊多载，深得器重，尽得真传！擅用“商汤经方分类疗法”、专病专方结合“焦树德学术思想”“关幼波十纲辨证”学术思想治疗疑难杂症为特色。现任北京树德堂中医研究院研究员，北京中医药薪火传承新3+3工程—焦树德门人（陈勇）传承工作站研究员，国际易联易学与养生专委会常务理事，中国中医药研究促进会焦树德学术传承专业委员会委员，中国药文化研究会中医药慢病防治分会首批癌症领域入库专家。荣获2020年中国中医药研究促进会仲景医学分会举办的第八届医圣仲景南阳论坛“经方名医”荣誉称号。2023年首届京津冀“扁鹊杯”燕赵医学研究主题征文优秀奖获得者。事迹入选《当代科学家》杂志、《中华英才》杂志。
Dr. Liang Shijie's Story of Leaving the Hospital and Going into Business: A Transformation from an Insider to a Medical Practitioner in the Underworld
Looking back at that spring in 2005, I resolutely stepped out of the system and embarked on the journey of social medicine. At that time, I had both the trepidation of the unknown and the longing for free medical practice in my heart. I knew that by taking this step, I would be able to soar like a fish in the vast ocean and fly like a bird in the boundless sky.
During my days in the system, I was a doctor in the outpatient department of a tertiary hospital. Although the facility was complete and the staff was complete, the tedious administrative affairs and layers of constraints made it difficult for me to devote myself to medical practice. I longed to be able to truly communicate with patients, understand their needs, and use my medical skills to relieve their pain. However, there were not many such opportunities in the system.
So, I chose to leave. I dived into the clinics and communities of socialized medicine, and got to know the people at the bottom of society. Here, I saw the hardships and difficulties of life, and felt the power of a doctor's compassionate heart. I began to try to combine the theoretical knowledge of the traditional Chinese medicine school with the practical experience of the folk school, and constantly struggled and refined my character and medical skills.
In those days, I experienced a lot. I couldn't sleep all night because of a case, and I blamed myself for a misdiagnosis. But it was these experiences that made me more determined in my belief - to be a true doctor and bring health and hope to patients.
In the capital, I had the honor of being taught by Professor Chen Yong, and I also had the opportunity to learn from the academic thoughts of Guan Youbo, a famous doctor in Beijing, and Professor Jiao Shude, a giant of Beijing University of Chinese Medicine. The wisdom and experience of these predecessors greatly benefited me. I constantly summarized and refined, combining their academic thoughts with my own clinical practice, and gradually formed my own medical style.
In the blink of an eye, twenty years have passed. Looking back on this journey, I have many feelings. Although I have left the stable life within the system, I have gained more freedom and satisfaction. Here, I can devote myself wholeheartedly to medical practice and serve patients with my medical skills. Although I am unknown, I feel extremely fulfilled and happy.
In these twenty years, I have witnessed the progress and development of medicine, as well as the changes and vicissitudes of society. But no matter how the times change, I have always adhered to my original intention - to be a true doctor and bring health and hope to patients.
Now, I stand at a new starting point, looking back at the past and looking forward to the future. I know that the road ahead is still long, but I will continue to move forward with determination. Because I know that although the path of medicine is difficult, as long as we have dreams and continue to move forward, we will definitely create a better future.
Finally, I want to say that although I was once a member of the system, now I cherish this hard-won freedom and satisfaction even more. I will continue to use my medical skills to contribute to the people of the capital until the very end of my life.
Author Bio: Liang Shijie is a senior medical practitioner in traditional Chinese medicine with an undergraduate degree. He has been engaged in traditional medicine clinical work for 24 years and has accumulated a wealth of clinical experience. Following Chen Yong, chief physician of liver disease at Beijing Traditional Medicine Hospital, affiliated with Capital Medical University, and renowned old Chinese medicine, he has been treated for many years and received great attention. He specializes in the treatment of difficult diseases using "conversational traditional therapy" and special treatments combined with the academic ideas of Jiao Shude and Guan Yubo's ten-level diagnosis.He is currently a researcher at the Shude Tang TCM Research Institute in Beijing, a fellow at the new 3 + 3 project of traditional Chinese medicine flame inheritance in Beijing - a scholar at the inheritance workstation of Jiao Shude's protégés (Chen Yong),He is a standing committee member of the International Expert Committee on E-learning and Health Care, a member of the Jiao Shude Academic Heritage Special Committee of the Chinese Association for the Advancement of Chinese Medicine Research, and the first cancer specialist to be included in the chapter of the Chinese Pharmaceutical Culture Research Association. Won the 2020 China Association for the Promotion of Traditional Chinese Medicine Zhongjing Medical Branch held the eighth session of the Medical Saint Zhongjing Nanyang Forum "Classic Prescription Famous Doctor" honorary title. The winner of the first Beijing-Tianjin-Hebei "Pingui Cup" Yanzhao Medical Research Essay Award in 2023. His work was featured in the journal Current Scientist and the journal Chinese Talent.
来源：首都专家梁世杰
